Every day I feel so very blessed because God has given me so much but I do wish I had felt this way from the beginning. But I know I can not go back just like no one can but what we can do is learn from our past and our mistakes to help us to grow with our life. Sometimes it does take more than one time to learn a lesson but I have learned that paying more attention to my inner voice helps me from making the same mistakes over and over. Who wants to waste time with the same mistake, life goes by fast enough without wasting time with mistakes. I know mistakes are part of life and they will always happen, God is the only one who is perfect but he is so very forgiving. I made a very huge mistake in the past of couple of weeks but I know by asking for forgiveness that he has forgiven me and that one will never be repeated. I have grown spiritually to become very a very strong person, I thank God every day but I also appreciate special people in my life that have been there for me. It is so precious when you have those special people in your life. So I am learning to enjoy and love each day because it is a gift, that is why they call it the present. Blessings to all.